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Since then i hate myself
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July 3, 2015
1:27 am

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i am new here, i am from vienna/austria and i hope you can help me cause i am totally losing it.

10 years ago i was a model, i am 170cm tall and my weight was 54kg and i had a rather sporty but not muscular body. 

Then i got sick and with sick i mean really really really bad sick. one of my organs failed me, exactly my thyroid stopped working from one minute to the other. i gained a lot of weight, couldnt do sports anymore, only slept because the body lost all his energy even with more than 10 hours of sleep, couldnt do my job anymore, had a hard time studying law,finances and chemistry (yes i did 3 studies, im kinda masochistic i think haha), i couldnt eat anymore. I ate like 3 bites and totally gained 20kilos without my fault. 

Since last year they found a solution for my sickness and my health is getting better. i went from 72kg to 62kg with my thyroidmedicine (no its NOT some thing you take if you are a healthy human being, its NOT for weight loss!!). Thats nice for me now. Sports...i cant do anymore. Not in the way i used to and they told me that i might not gain any muscles again (trained muscle they mean) cause my body cant produce the hormones that are needed for musclebuild.

Now i am living with a lot of fat on my arms, my belly, my thights, my calves and especially my face. my chin is fading away, i got big chubby cheeks and i cant fit in any clothes. im wearing a (european)size 38/40 for my legs and a (european) size m for my upper body. smiling is no option for me anymore cause my cheeks bury my eyes and make them look like slits. 

to sum it up i feel terrible and my relationship is suffering (6 years a couple). 

I dont trust austrian doctors with plasitc surgery cause like the word says it always looks unnatural and like plastic. I heard a lot good things about korean surgery and saw amazing pictures. there was also an article about seoul touchup in a respected magazin. So i came here to tell you my story and ask away if you could help me. 

I dont need my bones broken and reshaped, i only want my face in a slight v shape (again like i had) with fatreduction, i want to get rid of that little belly, i despise these fat elephant legs of mine and i want to say goodbye to my jiggly wiggly arms. Can you do that? Can you help me? i am also a little scared that it will turn out bad and look like a freak, thats why im writing first in this forum. 


greetings your fat quokka

(i apologize for some mistakes i made, im not a native english speaker)



July 5, 2015
2:07 am

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Sounds so scary with what you experienced. Try doing some more research, but from what it seems Korean plastic surgery should work for your needs. 

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July 16, 2015
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Hey quokka,

I'm also new to this forum. However, I've been a loyal reader and member from another plastic surgery forum called PurseForum. I hope that my knowledge which I gained from my researches and PurseForum will aid you.

First, it's perfectly normal to feel nervous and scared because there is absolutely no guarantee that you will transform into someone who you have always imagining all these years. Even with the best doctors, there are risks (Keep in mind, there is no "best" doctor). However, you can lower those risks by choosing certified doctors and clinics. Money shouldn't be your top concern, you'd really want to place safety as your foremost priority. Now, I would like to ask you a question. As you have wrote, you are unable to play any sports. Are you able to exercise? Maybe light workout routines, you know, for examples: jogging, speed walking, rope jumping, hoola hoop, or even just stretching, sit up, etc.

Secondly, I would like for you to do more research on Korean clinics and list around 10 places that you think would be the most idealistic for you. Then, as you do more research, you should be able to round up to your top 5 clinics that you want to visit for consultations. If you don't know where to start, you could consult with the SeoulTouchup staffs or visit websites that list certified clinics and doctors. For instance, KMH (Korean Medical Hub - or KMC (Korean Medical Center - would be a good start :)

Thirdly, since you are struggling with body weight. I suggest 365 MC ( for they are known to treat obesity specifically.

Finally, I sincerely wish you the best of lucks and you are welcome to come to me for any concerns/questions in the future. I am not a professional, and am nowhere as knowledgable as the staffs of Seoul TouchUp so please take my words as just a pinch of salt.

P.S. I am going to have my cosmetic surgery next year so if you still have plan to go to Korea by then, I would love to have me a companion ^^v

November 17, 2015
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I am so sorry you have to go through that. Hope you find a solution with plastic surgery!! Lipo suction and maybe some tucking for loose skin might help? *BIG HUG*

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